I had some free time, so I made a new image(Good Luck, chickensnack ) and figured I'd say something.
Life's been... busy. First-time homeowners, beware... it's kinda tricky to maintain a life, a 40-hour job, -and- a new home at once. It's taken(taking) a lot out of me, but it's getting done without my losing too much sleep. And hey, soon my housemates will have fans in their rooms for the hot Sacramento summer we're about to hit.(sorry it's taken so long, guys!)
Beyond the house, I'm finally beginning to tackle that other thing.
Gawd... I didn't realize how hard it would be to get back into this game. I'm still trying to find out what I want in a mate... I don't know what exactly it is yet, but whatever it is, there are days now(such as today) where I want it pretty bad.
I think it's beginning to take its toll on me. I'm finding myself hitting emotions I hadn't hit in a long time(some forever)... like Jealousy. THAT was fun. I'm still trying to find my place in the world of intimacy, too... I'm not sure where I fit, and how to read the signs... I wonder a lot about how I'm being seen by my old friends, and I really don't think I'm "getting it right" yet. =\
To everyone who's had to put up with my rants lately: I'm working on it. It's getting better. I'm only staying down for maybe two days at a time now... I want to be my old happy self again as much as you want me to, and then some. Thanks for bearing with me(take the pun if you want it).
I may sound serious right now(and I am), but don't worry... I'm actually feelin' pretty good. There's a lot of this stuff floating in my head and it's gonna have to come out sometime, so why not a night when I actually have time to blog?
Thanks for reading this! Until next time... cheers! ^_^
P.S. I'm looking for things to do at work when I'm bored... and I'm re-discovering my creative side. Give me either a topic for a poem(tigerkakke got a good Yoshi one ^^) and/or a song to parody for it! If I can, I'll take a swing at it... thanks!